I guess and some
I am so not good at being articulate, trust me it's all a facade...nah just joking. I do what I can.
1. I'm almost 25 and I still haven't graduated from college.
2. Somebody stole my I.D. and cleaned out my bank account. Why did that check bounce? Why is my cell phone off?
3. I don't want to lose weight any more. I'm perfectly fine the way I am. I will not buy into societies idea of what being beautiful is. I embrace my fat ass. I am so glad Mo'Nique is coming out with that Phat Girl movie. I will be the poster child Fat Man. You just watch. At least I don't look like Biggie Smallz.
4. So What I am almost 25 without a degree. My mother always wants to remind me I am a failure, even after her attempted abortion, that makes her the failure. Shes a dumb ass. She's mad cause I'm smarter than her and stronger than her...and she thinks staring a publishing company and putting out a book isn't an accomplishment. I guess some people want to settle for the civil service job. I want more! I will not be reduced to a piece of paper.
5. I miss Alphonso.
6. I want to fuck my ex just to get him out of my system.
7. I love hard.
8. I am glad I am getting this all out and I don't need to go to therapy after all.
9. I think Quah-Quah is fine...
10. I have a plan.
11. I AM SOMEBODY.
12. It doesn't make sense to give dumb ass people so much infused energy.
13. I really like him but he's bisexual. He wants to be loved...he knows he really wants a man, but he's one of those niggas that needs that security net.
14. When I reach that plateau, will I develop trust issues?
15. No one is really your friend, but everyone has the capability. What will they do with it?
16. There is no such thing as religion. It's a control mechanism.
17. I may repost this on my main blog since no one reads this one. I enjoy that song "Island Life" by Janet off her Damita Jo Album. By the way, I think La Toya Jackson is so cool.
18. Happiness is what you make it. Refuge is a setup if not a prequel to depression.
19. I didn't think I'd still be working on this book in 2006...it's been 3 years.
20. I love me, in all of my complex, neurotic ways. There is nothing wrong with me. I am defining my truth.
1. I'm almost 25 and I still haven't graduated from college.
2. Somebody stole my I.D. and cleaned out my bank account. Why did that check bounce? Why is my cell phone off?
3. I don't want to lose weight any more. I'm perfectly fine the way I am. I will not buy into societies idea of what being beautiful is. I embrace my fat ass. I am so glad Mo'Nique is coming out with that Phat Girl movie. I will be the poster child Fat Man. You just watch. At least I don't look like Biggie Smallz.
4. So What I am almost 25 without a degree. My mother always wants to remind me I am a failure, even after her attempted abortion, that makes her the failure. Shes a dumb ass. She's mad cause I'm smarter than her and stronger than her...and she thinks staring a publishing company and putting out a book isn't an accomplishment. I guess some people want to settle for the civil service job. I want more! I will not be reduced to a piece of paper.
5. I miss Alphonso.
6. I want to fuck my ex just to get him out of my system.
7. I love hard.
8. I am glad I am getting this all out and I don't need to go to therapy after all.
9. I think Quah-Quah is fine...
10. I have a plan.
11. I AM SOMEBODY.
12. It doesn't make sense to give dumb ass people so much infused energy.
13. I really like him but he's bisexual. He wants to be loved...he knows he really wants a man, but he's one of those niggas that needs that security net.
14. When I reach that plateau, will I develop trust issues?
15. No one is really your friend, but everyone has the capability. What will they do with it?
16. There is no such thing as religion. It's a control mechanism.
17. I may repost this on my main blog since no one reads this one. I enjoy that song "Island Life" by Janet off her Damita Jo Album. By the way, I think La Toya Jackson is so cool.
18. Happiness is what you make it. Refuge is a setup if not a prequel to depression.
19. I didn't think I'd still be working on this book in 2006...it's been 3 years.
20. I love me, in all of my complex, neurotic ways. There is nothing wrong with me. I am defining my truth.
posted by Dubbed As Trent Jackson at 2:05 AM
3 Comments:
Hmmm...#'s 3, 18, 13, 12, 11, & 10 hit home!
I read the B-sides.
I like Tarrance better, but Trent is funny as hell, even in his debauchary.
Number 20 is The Truth.
(In so many ways)
You are somebody boo. I too am sometimes guilty of giving energy to unneccessary people/states/situations
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