...eMpTy

You say you miss me.
But, I've allowed myself to stop expressing to you how I feel,
about,
us,
you,
we,
me,
I.

I've missed you for the last two years.
You never acknowledged my genuine feelings for you.

They were never validated.
So instead I had to pay the rate of heartache, rejection, unsettling attempts at winning you over.

When I should have just been rewarded with love, gratitude, acceptance and warmth and
paid the regular price that a person should have to pay...honesty, loyalty, responsibility.

You're confused. I accept that.
I was honest. You ran away.

360.
The tables have turned and now, your crying about him to me...but what you failed to see it's the cycle that you put yourself in.

You are me and He is You.
When I loved you, you hated me.
You love him...

you see how it feels? I thought you learned your lesson...but you still like the burning sensation.